People aren’t always what you want them to be. Sometimes they disappoint you or...– Chloe Rattay, Sacre Noir (via esternglow)
me 5 seconds ago: i'm so happy
me 4 seconds ago: i'm so sad
me 3 seconds ago: i want to die
me 2 seconds ago: i want to live forever
me 1 second ago: i need drugs
Repetitive repetitive repetitive repetitive
I have no strategies left to get you out of my head. I’m lost. I’m nothing. And looking back on everything I’ve tried to get you out has done nothing but fuck me up mentally.